present

pres·ent: [prez-uhnt]

~ADJECTIVE:  BEING PRESENT, OCCURRING AT THIS TIME OR NOW; CURRENT.~

well, hello there little blog.  i am sorry i’ve been neglecting you this year.   

the last six months have been quite … interesting … for lack of a better word.   maybe hectic is a better word.   or crazy.  or blurry.   or heart-wrenching, yet heart-expanding.   or exciting.  or mind-shifting.  or happy.  or confusing.

all would be accurate descriptions of the whirlwind that has been going on within and around me.   

i could get into all the little details here of what has and has not gone on, but that doesn’t seem very productive to  me.  the past is the past.  i don’t have any interest in living there and i’m certainly not heading back that way.

the past is good for one thing, teaching us something.  i think what has resonated with me most of all is this:  change happens.  life is full of, in the words of gilda radner, delicious ambiguities.  the future is unknown, and as much as we’d like to control it, we simply can’t.  

what are our options? 

my opinion?  (which is what ya get, considering this is my blog and all.  : )

let go.  live in the moment.  evolve.  love as much as possible (including yourself).   

i don’t know what this blog is going to be.  what it will turn into or how often i will write.

(however, i do plan on writing regularly, but whether regularly means once a week, or once a month, or everyday is to be determined.)

i know that i miss writing.

i know that i have things to share.

so, that’s what I’m going to do. 

what am i going to write about?

what am i going to share?

the things that I’m passionate about?  the things that i enjoy doing?  the important people in my life?

more than likely, a little bit of all of that.

i’m ready and i’d love to have you along.

love,